Blame.
Feels good, huh?
Not my problem anymore
It’s your fault
You made me do this
Blame.
All better now, right?
Give the load to someone else
Although it’s still a load I carry
I guess we both share it
But you did it
Not me
I’m blameless
You deserve it more than me
Look at you hurting
You should be
I make you hurt
For self satisfaction
Or maybe I feel justified
I’m blameless, remember?
I’m above the mess
Above you
So you can feel it?
Good
That’s what I like
Watching you suffer
It’s still not enough though
Why can’t I punish you more?
This wish just feeds my pain
I suffer for your mistakes
My stomach aches
My chest inflated
My jaw clenched
My brow suppressed
You’re responsible for how I feel now
I can’t help it
Because of you
You did this to me
Blame.
I’ll just give it to you
You carry it
But somehow I’m still holding on
You keep it
But somehow it still lingers inside me
You suffer for it
But somehow I still feel the weight of it
You’re hurting
But somehow that isn’t enough
Blame.
Because I can
I control it
Although it mocks me
Hurt
Pain
Suffer
Angry
Grudge
Well done
Looks like blame won
Lindsy Brewer
